Step by step

Seems that clouds above my head has started to disperse. I feel more and more comfortable with who I am and where I am. 

While small and white snowflakes are covering the Earth with a blanket of snow, I am sipping mint tea and pampering myself with lot of mandarines. Aromatic candle is savoring like a field of strawberries and even it is getting really cold and white outside, my inner world is back in summer again. 

Cause I am happy. I am really, really happy :) 

Yesterday there was a duty for me - I had to lead a whole seminary in my organization - starting with planning and ending up with an evaluation and I guess I did it great. I enyoed my work so much - non-formal education is something I really love. I want to work and gain more experience in this field. It would be really perfect, if this kind of job would be paid. 

Actually I was dreaming to earn money by doing something I love, I worked with my positive toughts and - imagine - yesterday it happened - they paid me. Before I made a small trick - 2 weeks ago I was helping to lead a forum organized by my youth centre. I was a leader of one of the workshops. At the end I got a small revenge - cup with logo of my association printed on. So, when I came home, I put money directly in that cup with a tought that I`m gonna earn money there. And yesterdy - wohooo! I was really dancing because of happiness, cause my toughts became true. 

I guess it is time to watch The Secret again to attract more and more positive things in my life. I am a creator - I can do that :) It is time for changes. 

And another miracle happened yesterday - Eliza has arrived home from Poland. Can anything better even happen? Decembre is full of positive things already - so many events to take part in, so many people returning home - especially my closest ones. Aiga, Darta, Rihards, Eliza..... It is amazing. I think that

Christmas this year will be one of the happiest in my life.

But - even my life shows up in a brighter colours, I am still sending my love and kisses to Turkey. I wish I could visit all of my canimlar really soon. Ozledim cok, cok, cok. You can`t even imagine, what kind of positve emotion ball is inside me, when I am thinking about my plane landing in Istanbul. Awwww. Sunshine, sunshine, sunshine :)