day 48.

Good morning my dear friends~
This is the day, when something wonderful can happen with me. (Just like every day) So, I`m ready for all miracles and sunshines, which are waiting me just right behind the corner. 


During the last days in there, I`m having such a coctail of emotions inside of me. Everything is perfect. I have everything I`ve ever dreamed about, but I still can`t feel peaceful. That`s strange and I would like to kick my ass, because of this reason. 
Previous week was so amazing. I was working hard, but the outcome was worth it. I`m still not so excited about the fact that I have to work in kindergarden, but everything is so lovely there, that I`m sure that soon I`ll be fine with it. Everybody loves and likes me there. Teachers want to me to come every day, not just 3 times per week, childern ask me to stay with them and sleep in to the kindergarden. They told to teacher, that they love me and miss me. And I also feel good, because I can help them just with my being there. When I went there 1st time, none of teachers was able to speak english. Now, just one month has passed, but our communication has become 10 000 times easier. I`m happy to know that :D :) 


Actually I`m happy because of so many reasons. Some moments and people in my new life are so so so special, that I want to scream and dance because of happyness. And sometimes I`m really doing it. 
I remember Antaly. We were having a dinner in restaurant, when it started to rain hardly. I decided, that I want to dance in to the rain. I took off my shoes, left my bag and went outside. There were some gipsy musicians, who were playing unbelivably great and they were playing for me :) Everybody tought that I`ve loosed my mind, I guess. But I was just lucky. In that moment. 
2 days ago my friend invited me to dinner out of the home. And I met so great people again. Even they were at least 5 years older than me. Some of them even 10 :D We found a common language and despite the different age and stories, we had a great time together. 
And I`m so special. And he is sooo handsome and special. And our time together is more than special. 


Ahh. I don`t have appropriate words to explain, how much I love this world and life and me and all of you :) I`m waiting for bigger challenges, more emotions, sunny days and love, love, love all around me.