WE ALL ARE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING. DAY 18.

Some days I have problems with my vegetative sistem of breathing again. It means, that, whene I get even a little bit of stress, it becomes hard for me to breath. And theese moments are very hard, cause then the only thing I can think about is, how to get air into my lungs.
I know that reason of stress is change of environment, new people around me, obscurity about, how it`s goona be further here. But I have to get over it. I know - I CAN.

Sometimes it really annoys myself, that I can find stress even in situations, where there is no reason for it. 

Now we are doing nothing for a few days already. And actually it`s very exhausting :D Yesterday Charlie from France joined our volunteer team. He is 29 and looks confused :D In the mornings he speaks french, cause he forgets, where is he :D Charlie is living in other side of the city and yesterday also Ray joined him in that flat, cause he didn`t wanted to stay together with latvian and estonian :D 

Yesterday we had some guests in our flat. We drink a few beers and then went to basketball court to play rugby. Me and Gamze was the supporters :D 

Tonight probably we will go to girls flat, to welcome dinner. Actually today I feel to lazy to moove, but I should - I need new contacts and it`s booring to stay at home. But it`s +30 degrees outside again. I wan`t to stay inside :D This hot weather is killing me.

If the luck will be with me, then next week maybe I`ll be able to join theatre project, which is taking place here, in Balikesir. Mert promised to ask about it to girls and Fahri. 

Sunny greetings to you in Latvia, Romania and Canada :)