IT`S JUST ANOTHER MANIC MONDAY

And what if you realise, that everything you tought will make you happy actually sucks?

And what if you understand, that discoveries, you couldn`t make at your home, you also can`t find out 4000 km far from there?

And what if people you love the most are are the most far away from you?

And what if you would like to take your bag, put map, ciggarets, lighter and water inside and leave right NOW, without thinking about destination? 

Today I feel so freaking far away from everything.

Is it ok, that, when you plan to discover yourself you just feel more and more confused?

Is it ok, that when you really start to feel safe and lucky and peaceful, one morning you wake up and this feeling has dissapiered?