12.4.12

Into the wild

Right movie at the right time.

This could be the most confusing part of my life. I`m looking at the world all around me and again, and again I`m getting lost in my toughts - is this a place, where I belong?
More and more I feel unfamiliar with the system, which controls our lifes. People are running in circles and chasing their own tales by living the life they don`t like, "loving" a person, they don`t even truly know, forcing their children to do the same mistakes and imagining that all the happiness is hidden in their bank accounts.
Lately I`ve been thinking about this a lot - our 70 - 100 years of being (in general) is just a small part of eternity. We are here for a reason - to learn, how to truly love, forgive, change ourselves (not the others), to break out of the box and become better than we were before... and all the world, situations, people, every small molecule of this world is teaching us - and that`s our main duty here.
The system has been created to make people blind - education, newspapers, tv, even some music - all of this is making us think, that "yeah, I`m the one, who is rocking the reality!".... I don`t think so. If you are still worried about some fucking politics, crysis or Kim Kardiasin, which is trying to look thinner, than she is actually - you are WRONG.
I don`t understand, why information about the "Real reality" and the real meaning of our being on Earth can be found only in special blogs, websites or books. Why don`t they publish the most important guides in most visited webpages or biggest Newspapers? Why do they continue to fill our minds with so many bullshits?  Why do they take away our attention from the really neccessary things? What the hell is going on?
I don`t know, maybe I`m crazy and maybe I shouldn`t mess my mind with all of this, but I want to live in a DIFFERENT world, cause this one seems wrong for me. It has always seemed wrong....

2 komentāri:

  1. I was also thinking quite a lot about which is the place where I belong to,and what is the right thing what I should be doing. And then I read it somewhere that the fact that your soul decided to be born exactly in that family and that country, maybe it means something, maybe you're mission in life is connected with that place.
    It just made me think and I wanted to share this with you ;)

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    1. It is definetely like that - nothing is accident. We have chosen our life stories, family, places, people around us. And discomfort in our lifes is only making us to develop, struggle and become better (hopefully). Lucky are the ones, who can already see, what is their mission.. or feel it. So it`s easier to face difficulties "today", cause u know, what you are fighting for. This is what i want, this is what i`m looking for - to understand, what is my mission.... then I`ll be calm ^

      But also "The Secret" says,that your mission for now is what you chose as your mission.
      I dunno - i can discuss a lot about this topic :D

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